Hey all, ok im thinking of coming back to wordpress for some unknown reason. ( Maybe because of the cool looks? 
) Life. Ah well, its going on well now, im beggining to feel things are getting back to normal, the whole friends issue, goodness, it really sent me further into depression. Things might never be the same like how it was last time, but at least i feel things are getting back to normal slowly, and that is pretty much satisfying to me. Planning on changing the whole wordpress theme too something more cheery, then the current depressive looks. My really long period of depression has come to an end recently, all thanks to the realization of some truths, a good friend, the game of pool and booze. Ah well. Im beggining to feel good these days.
Talking about pool, I LOVE POOL! I admit it. Im no pro at it and i really suck at it, but it is one game that i really love playing. First sight it seems slow and boring, but playing it is so fun. The various techniques you might just come out with, the different styles, strategies and the thoughts of PHYSICS! ( i kinda miss that sub ) The game is plain awesome. Went to pay pool with vanessa today right after school, Had some pretty awesome time, watching v jumping balls and all…some real funny shit happened there…The game got addictive and we decided to hang out in that pool place for another half and hour, and went to beauty world plaza to get some really good food. It was REALLY good…v got this teh cino, in my mind i was all what the fuck is that??? teh= Tea, what the fuck is cino?? The teh’ came and what it looked very much like a latte to me. The cool thing is that place is a really old school hawker centre. Reaaally old schoool. Had some arguments of how that was a latte. Decided to take a picture to blog about it when i realised it was too late cos i stirred that drink and it looked like a super milk tea with foam on top. Before that it looked cool with layered. Ah well.. The the thought of me reading about this teh cino thing somwhere came up to my head, and if im not wrong its like cappu-cino, teh-cino. I think so…
Fuck school. Seriously, its only week two. The second fucking week of year two and the assigments are up. c’mon we can go slow and rest for a few more weeks…PROCASTINATION. Its 1.22 am now and i can’t be bothered at all to work on my presentation for non linear editing cause it sounds like a whole loada crap. BUT what can i do?.
I have decided to work harder this sem, im so fucking sick of getting a really fucked GPA of 2.1 twice in my fucked up year one poly life. This Gpa thing, i have fuck loads of issue with it that well, till now bother the fuck out of me. Sometimes i feel like quitting this damn course and maybe take some other,cause i feel its taking me nowhere, I’m so fucked up now, imagine how fucked up i will be in my future with a diploma in film sound and video searching for a fucking job related to what i learnt. But to quit is something i can’t. I failed my fucking maths paper, elementary maths for goodness sake. Pretty fucked up. Got private tutors and all and fucking no, still can’t pass. I’m that hopeless at maths. I didn’t want to ace that sub, i could not even pass it..brings me back to some pretty screwed up secondary school life..where all i ever cared about was music, and guitars….not even girls….AH WELL. Still considering continuing this course..honestly i have no idea myself. Might quit and go do some private diploma or enter some ITE and go to poly later ( Nothing against ITEs but that is my last resort. ) OR i might just continue and hope i don’t fuck up in life.
